It has been an exhausting two years; there are so many memories that I will take with me and leave behind those things left unsaid and hurt feelings that aren't worth more heartache. I’ll remember those early stages when everything was so wonderful that we were both blind to any flaws or imperfections, when the light cast on each other was so clear and perfect. It takes a lot of courage and strength to stand up for what you think you deserve, and to give in to vulnerability for something, or someone, that you love. After everything that I've been through these past seven months, the heartache, the uncertainty, both sometimes so strong that the sadness is crippling, it’s hard to step back and remember the person that used to shine, the person that wouldn't stand for any of this. I am beyond excited to begin my next chapter, to pursue something that I love and am encouraged by my family and friends who continuously remind me that I’m worth it, that my future is going to be wonderful, and that I will be surrounded by people who appreciate me for everything that I am, and no less. Every moment I have spent filled with sadness or joy has gotten me to where I am, and while as rough as it has been, I am endlessly growing as a person because of it.